Do you know those friends you have who pop up in your life only when they need something? That’s how I feel right now. Lately there have been whispers in my head of “maybe you should blog again”. I haven’t paid much attention to them but tonight while on a walk I realized I was narrating life in my head again – the kind of thing that led me to blog in the first place.
But I feel weird about writing after all this time. I feel like it’s selfish of me to pop in and out of the blogosphere as I see fit. Like I’m being a selfish friend. I feel awkward that I checked out so abruptly, really for no major reason other than busy-ness, and now I expect to just stroll right back in and have people read. There were a few people with whom I connected through my blog last year – I feel weird about my absence and what they might think of me for saying hello after all this time.
And no, I haven’t learned to take life less seriously since I last wrote. 🙂
I don’t know how much I will write, but I do know that I have missed my wordpress people. I hope that you are all well!